09-16-1996

Well, as it is a monday, I went to school. Pretty much everyone liked it, except for Chris Yeung, who said I looked more like a girl, than ever. Ethan and Justin said my hair looked like Ms. Kimbles. Alex said it makes me look cute. I paid katie her $10 back, and it was a good day. A lot of girls said it was a good haircut.
I saw Johanne a lot today, and she smiled every time she waved. I wonder if she thinks I'm cute? I hope so. She's standing out in front of school, next to two boys. Probably just a coincidence. I hope she doesn't have a boyfriend. Well, actually ::sigh, I DO like her:: if she isn;t going to like me, (Destily thing) then I hope she... nope. If she did then she could have her heart broken. Why, if love is such a dangerous thing, Do we Pursue it?
-later-
If you go through such mental torment (in the long run) why do you torment yourself to bring more torment upon yourself? Because it's human Nature. Humans are pretty screwed up creatures.
If I say I can, I can. I can. "Join me. Join the Dark Side." Not exactly a pickup line, but... I lost my train of thought. It's a nice quote to have in here I guess. Wow, It feels so good to have a reason. I feel like there is a big could of... warmth in my chest. It will probably go away if I find out Johanne isn;t interested in me. ::sigh:: I can only hope.
I told Heather about my crush on Johanne, and now I feel guilty about Shawna. I'll stop feeling guilty once Heather knows about the apple and my theory. I think she knows about the apple. Hmm.
Well, I wanna know who Skip likes. Oh, BTW, I wanna give Skip a makeover. I don't want to personally do it, but he needs one. Mostly he needs new clothes, Jeans instead of short shorts, and plain, or cool t-shirts. No Free Advertising T-sirts. Hmm...
I hope I can sway Johanne's heart -fore the dance.
-ciao!