09-19-1996

Intoxicated with the Maddness. I'm in love with my saddness. Bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms. the fashion victims to the jungle truth. I never let on that I was on a sinking ship. I never let on that I was down.
You Blame yourself, FOR WHAT You can;t Ignore, You Blame yourself for wanting more.
-zero
smashing pumpkins.
Today didn't suck. I called Shawna, 'cause she didn't call last night. She couldn't talk. She'd "call me back tomorrow." uh uh, sure. She doesn't care about me. not really. As for Johanne, what am I supposed to do? I'm going to ask her to the dance, but what will I do when she says No?
I feel like crap, and am not happy. (duh!)
::sob::