10-19-1996 Homecoming and Casting

So sue me. It's 12:02 AM. Homecoming was cool. I danced with Eun, taught her how to dance, and it was cool. The best Homecoming I've ever been to. Heather and Mike wer ehugging. It's kinda depressing, but I'm happy for her.
Casting is Severly messed up. Katie is Dorris, Katie Allen is Gerda. That is messed up. Michell should have had that part. She was trying to get into Stanford w/ a degree in acting. Blows chunks, huh? As for me, I'm stage manager. Joe Young's my superior, but It's still cool. Damn, I'm tired.
Johanne looked bad at homecoming, her hair was all messed up.
Katie left crying. Her date Chris M. Pulled off his bouenir, and stomped it saying "I don't want to talk to you" Harsh, but as I hear from him, she was ignoring him. ::sigh:: poor Katie. I am so sorry for her.
-Night

Well, today we celebrate my mom's b-day, even though it isn't 'till monday. I got her the flannel granny gown she wanted. I now have NO llunch money for next week.
Melissa is visiting All weekend! cool huh?
She's here, why am I depressed? My lack of love?
Heather and Mike are going out now. He's so lucky. I myself have wondered if girls actually liked guys, or if they just pretended to. How weird huh? Well 1 1/2 years w/o love returned is dangerous. I wonder what I will say when I am a senior? Well, 5 1/2 years w/o love returned really sucks. I am alone forever. I've been turned down so often, I've got cardo-callousses.
Seems possible. Beth wasn't at homecoming. I wanted to ask her for a dance. Oh well. Life can't get much worse, and good things are happening.
::sigh::