10-07-1996

Well, it being 1st period, a monday, I have already seen Johanne once. She is wearing some blue eyeshadow. What is the occasion? Is she going to ask soemone to Homecoming? Is she trying to attract the attention of a particular whom she wishes to ask her? Is it just because? who knows? I want to not care anymore. I want to give up, admit defeat. I can't. A lne general, who's army has been crushed, hesitates to call the retreat due to hesitation from a thought: anything's possible. I know I can;t sway her heart. Who can? Maybe noone. ::sigh::
My straight Jacket might not get here on time for Yosemite. I'm not sure they ordered it yet. ::sigh::
Well, My Straight Jacket hasn't and will not be ordered for a while. ::sigh:: and, during P.E. David P. and I needed a partner, and there was only one other group who need a partner. There was one person left.
Erin Whyte. When asked abou tjoining our group, she said "I'd rather be with the girls." Like me and David were some kind of disgusting animals. that bummed me out the rest of teh day.
-later.