This is me in Grade Nine

This is my real diary from 9th grade. 1996-1997. I am rereading it, as I wished I would when I wrote it. I am sharing it as I wished I would when I wrote it. I can only hope that someone who feels the same can read this and know that in the end of this year, I got through it.

Wednesday, October 6

10-06-1996

Well, this weekend was very nice. I spent the night at Geoff's, saw Sissy (geoff's sister), and rode Dooey. I also upgraded earthlink, and got my october virus defs. for NAV. Damn. I'm pretty sure I'm not over Johanne yet, and ... ::sigh:: I miss seeing her. Those Eyes. Oh well. I'm an ugly, lame, immature, foolish, goofy teenager w/ a problem w/ my self esteem. Will she ever feel for me, the same as I feel for her? Almost certainly not. Will anyone ever care for me? Almost certainly. Why am I the only one I know who is bothered so greatly by their lack of an S.O.? I'm probably just immature. Oh well. time HealS ALL.
-Ciao!

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