09-29-1996: Reflections on this hobby

Well, Sunday night. a filling weekend. I didn't write yesterday, because I spent the night at Geoff's.
Also yesterday I rode Dooey (sp?) for the first time off our property. It felt good. I want to start riding. Hmmph. This is my last "Real" notebook page. all my others are makeshift.
I'd also like to celebrate my 40th written page. that which was stated is now being printed, and with due recognition, it is being honored. wow. I never thought I'd write this much. 21 days ago, this began, perked by anxiety and an urge to do something. Wow. I haven't learned shit. (addendum)-> last comment, thought upon I have learned about rejection by a true love and by a crushee. I'm on a f#@!!*! roll. Humph. Later this will be scoffed at.
Hi me in a few years. Today is the day I began studying Mage the Ascension. Just pointless crap to write. ciao!