11-16-1996 Starting to Like Beth

OK. I didn;t write yesterday. So beat me. I was at school until 7:00 Pm, playing Vampire. I even ahd Geoff come up. It was very cool. Geoff spent the night also. and Today I went to my zoo class, and Geoff led the tour.
At dinner richie farted, grinned, and started fanning it. I said, "that reminds me of something Skip would do." Then Geoff said "Wow, with the way you talk about your friends, I'm afraid not to be around you." I'm doing it. The way I know Jesse spwaks about people behind their backs, I'm doing it! Well, No More! Not about Skip, Not anyonw! Not Even Ms. Cerri.
Oh, BTW, I finally saw The Crow. I Rented it. And recorded it. Cool Beans.
There is a song from it that I love. It can't rain all the time. Your tears won't fall forever. and so on. I like it.
I also realized things. well, darned if anything else, I'll bet I'm *maturing*. I realized a few things, those of which I can;t put in here. I don't know why. I can't put it in here. It's nothing special. Oh well.
An odd thing is... I want to be in school. Another day away, and I can't take it. I want to go back! how odd. well, bath time. Write later.
OK. I just watched 12 monkeys. Deffinitely a movie to come back to in a few years. It's above me.
Cool, but above me.
::sigh:: I wish a girl liked me. I wish Beth liked me. I wish? I wasn't even thinking that when I wrote it. Well, it's written. I might *like* Beth. well, not yet, but it certainly is appealing.
I feel like writing a poem. Hmm, this organizer is too small. Either I get a new, bigger one, or I take this one apart.
::sigh:: it's too late to write a poem.
I feel like listening to Smashing Pumpkins, and drowning myself in thoughts of Beth, and by the time I awake, I should have fallen for her so hard, that I'll strain my neck (which still hurts) again. Or, I can go on living. Well, I love change. why did I write that? I hate change. Oh, BTW... Brad Pitt is my favorite Actor. he was awesome in 12 Monkeys. ::sigh:: should I fall? It would be Maddness. But sometimes Risks must be taken. As Malkavians say, "When falling into Maddness, DIVE."
My choice is made. ::sigh:: I hope it is the right one. hey, it might not even work.
-Have a Hangover
-Nirvana (dumb)